Seeing the signs

Today is a brand new day, a day which starts off new and beautiful full of promise and belief.  Anticipation for the inspiration which I know will come.  I really enjoy writing these blog posts, probably because I enjoy reading other inspirational sites and posts.
I know in my hearts of hearts I will touch one person just as I have been touched through the past few years. 
  I used to tell my mother, 'I am put where I am supposed to be when I am supposed to be there' and she never believed me.  I know through our choices we end up certain places in situations we are hurt by, or disappointed by, or elated by.  But I also know we would end up the same place eventually even if we do make all the correct choices along the path.. I myself like to go with the flow and follow the signs.  The signs are all around us we just have to be aware and sensitive enough to pick them up.
  Like my dimes, when I find a dime I always look at it as a message from my dad.  He would always check all the pay phones, when they were around, for change in the coin return.  Of course that was before cell phones and it was only a dime to make a phone call.  Ancient history since no one growing up now can even relate.  Every time I question whether I am headed in the correct direction I find a dime or two.  Usually in the most unexpected places, like under my office chair when I am the only one there, and return to the office knowing full well it was not there when I left.  Sometimes they end up on my nightstand when I know it was not there before.  They are just little winks from him to tell my he still is in my corner encouraging me and guiding me.  Last week my boss told me he found a couple of dimes during his day, made me feel good that my dad sees how much he has helped me in the past two years.
  The unexpected scent of my mom, there is this candle which she loved the smell of and I bought three of them when she was dying. She would sit and smell them like she was trying to take enough of the smell with her.  Most of the time I have them covered and cannot smell them, but every once in a while I get a really strong whiff of them and know she just walked past me.  Sometimes it is as if she is sitting in the living room with me watching TV.  I know she is not there in the physical form but it is impossible to convince me her spirit is not in that chair where she always sat.
  The day before she passed I told her to leave me peacock feathers.  What made me think of it was we used to go around the corner to see the live peacocks in the spring hoping their tails were open and beautiful.  The peacock feathers where never seen before, now they are everywhere, on stationary boxes, wrapping paper, in pictures to name a few. 
  We must be open and alert to read the messages.  Not everything is going to be a sign, however if we pay attention and not think it is all just coincidences, for there are no coincidence's in this world.  Everything is orchestrated and planned by the universe down to the finest detail.  We must have faith that all will and does work out to our best soul growth.
  More on the planning of the universe in the next post

Following your path

Today things are just getting better and better.  I am learning more each day, more of how to keep all the positive thoughts in my concsious thoughts, which in turn keep them in the unconscious also.  I remember to always check my favorite email from www.tut.com , 'Totally unique thoughts' always full of positive thoughts and reminding everything in my head and thoughts come true.  I am learning more and more how to give up control and just go with the flow of life. 
I finally realize I almost have the life I always wanted!  I live alone I have two cats who are always glad to see me.  I have a job I really enjoy and make decent money, I started selling my bracelets on www.ebay.com and am making a little money there, and now I am blogging.  Which is really writing which I have always really wanted to do.  I hope someone out there is enjoying this. Even better I hope my positive inspiration will help them as all the web sites on the Internet have helped me through the years.  This is not meant to change any ones life but mine, my only hope is it will make them know they can do anything they want. 
To do anything I want was always stifled by the people around me with the words, 'get real' you need to have a real job.  The people we look to most for the support are usually the ones who try to tell us it can't be done.  Ironically they are the same people now who I want to prove wrong.  This blog is meant to be a way for anyone wanting to do something all the people around them told them was impossible.  I have learned that nothing is impossible if we want it bad enough.  We just have to put all those thought aside and follow our hearts and do what we know in our souls is right for us...
Until tomorrow, or maybe in a couple of hours, think only positive thoughts and know that we are right where we are supposed to be and doing what we are supposed be doing at any given time.  We all have a path to follow on our journey and we are always on the correct one, the trick is to just believe it and have the faith.

Building the life I want

Building the life I want is really easy.  All I have to do is imagine what I want and it will come true.  Right!First thing is to be able to make an income from writing since it is what I truly enjoy, and I hope other people do also.  I have an enormous amount of positive websites I follow.  The one that I have read from the start of my change over into this new person is "TUT" Totally unique thoughts. www.tut.com this is so unique it sends and email every day with a positive thought and usually when I need it the most.  I have visited the site daily for over two years and the messages I need on any particular day seem so appropriateate to my day.  I am so thankful that this website is in operation. I try to follow the advice and live my life from positivity instead of negativity. 
There are ways I can see that I actually create my life and it is not always positive.  The law of attraction states whatever you put out there comes to you so think positive and imagine what you want to already be true.  Hard to do!  I have found in the past year how true that is.  I am starting to understand how 'thoughts become things.' I think about how I do not want something and actually draw the very thing into my life.  I am really concentrating on how my thoughts create my future.  I read the book "The Secret"   www.thesecret.tv , a few years ago and thought I was thinking and believing I was thinking about what I wanted however, I am now learning how I sabotage going forward. I worry about everything which could happen instead of what I want to happen.  I have recently learned deep inside of me there are things I want to do for myself, so even if I think I want someone to "save" me, in my heart I want to save myself....
 So I am writing this blog for everyone who thinks dreams do not come true.  They do and they always will if deep in your heart you can feel them, believe them and act as if they already were.
My goal is to connect to one person and to share the positivity these two inspirational items have had on me.  I still visit the www.tut.com site daily even after five years of this leg of my journey.  Now as I transition into another leg of the journey I find it better than before. I hope others enjoy it as much as I do.